In the name of Alloh Jalla Jalaluhu, Sometimes I want to feel like drowning in my tears and complicated mind. I am exhausted. I feel like giving up on my own self.  But, this is what it is: life. The worldly life; the prison; the place where I don't belong. How could I expect everything to be good if this life had been...

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Currently seeing my mom's face while she is sleeping. Heart breaking. I know she is so tired. I know life is hard for her. I just want her to be happy. And there is no greater happiness than jannah. How I wish Alloh will reunite me and all of my family in jannah. Without having to go thru hell before :'( So, dear my...

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Got chance to spend this beautiful friday with a best friend of mine. The one and only girl who can remind me about akhirah, in a fun and crazy way. I love her for the sake of Him. so much. She accepts me for who I am. for my ideology (who definitely is the same with her), my nasty thoughts, my dark humors,...

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