He always has a way to remind me. just like tonight. I feel like receiving punched in the face.  feel dirty. dirty and dirty. and dirty. and dirty. and dirty. shame on me. what a shame on me. feel like the worst woman on earth right now. I have gone too far... yet You always remind me, over and over again. this might be...

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Of all beautiful things in this world, faith has done a very very great job to keep me sane and alive. Although being alive now is hard, there is no guarantee that life after death will be more beautiful for me. Therefore, no wonder why I try to stick to my faith as much and as close as I can. because it is...

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Dear beloved program I want to study, I know there is possibility for us not being ended up together.. for me to never be able study in your campus. I know I have said to myself million times not to love you too deeply, because as I know, expectation hurts a lot. At least, it always did to me. I know you are...

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