Struggle is hard to be done. Sometimes, what I enjoy is thing that I'm supposed to avoid. I used to fear the changes. But now, I've realized that I have to change. Unless I do, this impermanent bliss will sink me. It might won't effect to your life, readers. Because I'm just a normal girl who have to try hardly to plant my own future. I have no that white-collars' power like you guys have.

And yeah, struggling is my choice.

I got a bad news, there was an attack on a ship which were carrying 10.000 tonnes of aid for Gaza, and 700people abroad that ship. And according to what I saw on CNN, Up to 19 people killed in raid on Gaza flotilla. I watched the video which shooted how Israel soldiers attacked the people on that ship. And it hurts me deeply. The deaths and the injuries. The people's sorrows, pains, fears of being the victims of the war. That ship raid has ignited anger in us. So, that's why we HAVE TO do something. All I can do is just praying for the peacefulness in this whole world. No more wars. That's it. Because the league seems has no plan to stop these pains.

My brothers and sisters, Rise up your selves against the zionists! May Allah bless and protect us, Amin. And, please be strong...

Future is a sensitive topic to write on, I don't know what my future will be. But thing I know is: My future doesn't grow on trees. I've got to bulid it up by myself and use nicely what's been given to me. That's it. Friends don't really care about ur fails. I've been in that situation. When I was really desperated because of my fails, Friends didn't really care. Just Allah, Family, and Myself could cheer me up. Friends just friends. They're not angels at all. So... bye, useless ativities.