I am a bad girl. I am a sinner. But, tears can not stop when I look at such as picture. The picture of Your home. The picture where Rosulullaah sholallahu 'alaihi wa sallam started giving da'wah. The city where everyone goes back to You. Will You call me to visit baitullaah someday, O Allah Azza wa Jalla? O Allaah.. take this sinful...

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A very happy news I got today: I found my self losing 4 kilograms in these last 22 days. This is a work almost-paid-off for my self. But, almost is never enough. According to my plan, I need to lose some kilos more. I can't wait to wear dress and not feeling like I am a plastic bag or matryoshka doll. God, I...

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which is, The most exciting yet scary part of my graduation preparation is: the dress. You might see me as not the type of a fashionista girl. I only wear what I want to wear on daily basis, whether it is my 6 old years shirts, my almost-everyday black dress, or what ever. But, deep down inside, I am so in love with...

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Dan mengabdi Tuhan. Dan mengabdi bangsa. Dan negara Indonesia. Genap empat tahun akhirnya diri ini berhasil lulus dari Universitas Indonesia. Hal yang begitu membanggakan, haru, dan penuh perjuangan. Acara wisuda tanggal 26 lalu bukan hanya menjadi seremonial biasa untuk hidup saya. Bukan hanya mengundang orang tua, mendengarkan pidato rektor, bersorak gembira melihat IPK-IPK tertinggi dari masing-masing fakultas. Pada hari itu, janji wisudawan diucapkan....

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Finally! Just managed to create a life-time financial guideline for my self. I am so happy and excited! I have already had one before, but the new version is more detailed. It was triggered by the shocking fact that driving car in Jakarta really costs a lot of money, at least for a fresh graduate with so-so income like me. The benzine, the...

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In to the light, we disappear / The lights went off the day we die // And aren’t we all just a dust / Fading in the air / Aren’t we all, aren’t we all / For all that we are, just a dust / Fading in the air / Aren’t we all, aren’t we all? // In to the light, this chapter ends / Two men will come, tell...

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There was a time that I cursed the curse that lay upon my veins. Wild spirit chained Flaming fire quenched over and over ’til it can consume no more ’til it can arise no more with passions that blaze within my soul… I’ve cursed my curse and then I realized – I’ve also cursed my gift. ...

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There will always be a day or two in a month when you feel like doing nothing. In such as day(s), a particular pain is killing you slowly, literally to the bone. Everything looks so messy. People around you seem to be more annoying than usual. Your life is just so wrong in so many levels. The only thing that could save your...

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