When everyone else seems like getting married.
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One fine day, you are sitting on the comfort chair in a college lab. Looking back things you have done today: making writing progression of your paper, reading discrete math books, doing IELTS exam simulation, assisting students in doing their linear algebra tasks, this and that. You feel cool in your own way. This is what you always have been wanting. This is lyfe. Besides taking care of your future family, this is what you want to do for the rest of your life.
Oh, there it goes. Future family.
It seems.. far away.
There comes a time when your bestfriend(s) have been proposed. engaged, bla bla bla. Everyone else seems like in love or getting married.... but you.
Despite of the high dominance and independence level in your soul, you still are a hopeless romantic twenty-two years old woman. You always want to find the love sparks running down in your vein. But you just can not do what you are not supposed to do. You are the first child, the first hope, the girl whom They are proud of, the what-so-called-as smartest one among others, the alpha one. You just can not let them down.
You have to make them proud and happy first. That is a must, not a choice. But, in term of time, marriage is different.
For me, it is a choice.
For me, it is a choice.
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