Allah will ease the hardship of those who fear Him. 

— Surah At-Talaq [65:4] 

I am not a pious lady, I sin a lot.

But, I always want to come back to Him.  For Alloh is the only one whom I can share my stories with. the only one whom I can be sad with.

dear God,

my only wish about this world is to live happily with the one I love and love me. to have a shoulder to cry on. to feel peace and secure.