Nidi's online diary.

Ishbir.

Mantra: this dunya is a prison.

never meant to make you happy.

Dear Sadness,

I thank you for living inside my soul. Tho people usually think I am a human with Joy as my main emotion, they are wrong. Sadness, sorry for hiding you most of the time. Do I want to let you out in front of anyone and cry like baby? Yes. But, things in the future may not be any easier. And I have to prepare my self for any worse possibilities. Letting you out in front of anyone does not solve the problem.

Just... ishbir.

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, by Khoirunnida

In life and dreams,

Welcoming Jameelah.

hurray! praise to Allah for everything.

Now, I and my senior are starting our crafting-based small business, named Jameelah Gifts. We picked the name because... it sounds cute and represents how we want our crafts to be: beautiful. Kya! I really am excited about this business not because of the money, but because I do love crafts (tho I am not really good about it). My responsibility is more in marketing stuffs like promoting it, managing social media channels (LOL! being offline doesn't apply 100% for me then), and.... designing things. Once again, tho I am not that good, I enjoy designing things on Photoshop hihi. Yuhu.. my Jameelah be beneficial and bring happiness to others. Amin.

Me being too ENFJ lately.

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, by Khoirunnida

In Home & Beauty,

New babies.

Here they are

This morning I accidentally stopped by Guardian at Emporium Pluit Mall after having interview, and life made me buying lip cream and nail lacquers. Thing is, I am not into make up in daily basis because I don't like the way people look at me when I wear it. I even barely wear any powder. But, I just love to collect them and use them in my house to have fun.. especially, nail polish! d'oh! so priti.

About the products:
The lip cream is from MakeOver, it costs 100K IDR. I do like the texture, it is way much better than Wardah as it doesn't crack. The color is good, too. While the nail polishes are from Catrice, they cost 40K IDR for two because of discount. Wow! What a saving. Proud of ma self. Anway, I have bought Catrice nail polishes for several times and I have no problem with them. Colors are great, good textures. But, some of them needs to be applied two coats (there will be hint on the packaging if needed so). Oh, it's better if you use base or top coat to make sure you nail polish lasts longer.

current lip products in my bag.

I literally have no idea why I brought some of makeups in my bag when I don't even use 'em, it's just that maybe if I got to get married in second, I am ready. You know.. life is sometimes weird and we have to get prepared.

And last, eventho the other nail lacquer's name is Bride Takes It All, which is one-hundred percent so me in the future, I prefer the Out of The Dark more. It is so pretty and fits one of my favorite bags.

no filter at all

That's it.
See you with another not-so-important-but-cute

shopping products of mine.

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, by Khoirunnida

In self-reminder,

Quitting social media.

He always has a way to remind me. just like tonight.

I feel like receiving punched in the face.

feel dirty. dirty and dirty. and dirty. and dirty. and dirty.

shame on me. what a shame on me.

feel like the worst woman on earth right now.

I have gone too far... yet You always remind me, over and over again. this might be His way to remind me about hayaa' and how I should protect mine.

can't do anything but crying.

this is it.

it's time to get out of social media, as it's been a poison for me.

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, by Khoirunnida

In self-reminder,

Faith.

Of all beautiful things in this world, faith has done a very very great job to keep me sane and alive. Although being alive now is hard, there is no guarantee that life after death will be more beautiful for me.

Therefore, no wonder why I try to stick to my faith as much and as close as I can. because it is the only beautiful thing left for my soul. Tho I sin a lot (a lot more than y'all), Tho I question my self if I ever be in heaven, I still pray I'll do.

For God's sake, every pain I have in this world will soon be vanished when I arrive in jannah. insya Allaah.

I still pray one day Rasulullah waiting me in the side of his lake, in other world.

No, I don't hate anyone. Hating is the least thing I can do. I still pray, I will be there with everyone around me.

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