Dear me,  I want to thank you for all the things that you have done in life for the past twenty four years. I remember how you used to be a tiny little girl in Kindergarten who was always wondering why your friends had not been able to read book while you started reading at 3. You were a very shy girl, I remember....

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Dear Allah, It is You who makes me strong up until this second. You are the only one I can lean on, the only one whom I can cry my heart out with, You are the only one I trust in this cruel world, the only one who is there when I am at my worst.  I am bleeding when none sees me...

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Suddenly saw old post tagged to my FB account. A post written by my mother when I got hospitalized for 10 days in 2015. She wrote: Ya Allah yg Maha Memberi dan Menguji..Saat ini aq tdk bs menghadap MU utk meratap, memohon dan meminta melalui sholat... Suara hati q hadirkan utk MU Yg Maha Suci n mensucikan... Kalau penyakit yg Engkau berikan kepada...

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Today is International Women Day and suddenly everyone starts talking about women and our rights. defining them based on what they think. For the sake of moon and sun, Allah has stated everything clear through Al-Qur'an and As-Sunnah. We have our rights, as we have our obligations. Our position and men's are not same because Allah knows best what strength and weakness We...

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وَمَن يَتَّقِ اللَّهَ يَجْعَل لَّهُ مِنْ أَمْرِهِ يُسْرًا Allah will ease the hardship of those who fear Him.  — Surah At-Talaq [65:4]  I am not a pious lady, I sin a lot. But, I always want to come back to Him.  For Alloh is the only one whom I can share my stories with. the only one whom I can be sad with....

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Hi, blog! I am so emotionally exhausted right now, mau tidur aja. Tapi gak boleh. Today I was so happy with being around my bestfriends, tapi pulangnya di jalan yha seperti biasa I cry somehow somewhat memikirkan kehidupan. Jadi, apa yang gue rasakan hari ini harus didokumentasikan sekarang juga agar kedepannya gue tidak jatuh ke lubang yang sama (yakin?!). Today, I learnt more...

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