Just read a nice article on my facebook feed. http://goodmenproject.com/featured-content/forgotten-childhood-traumas-wcz/ This really got me contemplating. I've read and watched things like this before. And all those articles and videos tell me that what happened in my past will kinda impact my future. It scared me to the bone. I was afraid I would fail in life just because of that darkness. But...

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Gue sangat percaya bahwa kebahagiaan itu menular. Kayaknya gue juga pernah nulis di blog ini kalo gue suka main sama anak kecil karena kalo ngeliat mereka bahagia itu rasanya gue juga bahagiaaa banget. Alhamdulillaah. Tadi, gue lagi gondok banget karena ngantri di fotokopi-an lamaa banget. Udah menggumpal rasa keselnya dalam dada karena gue gak mau marah-marahin mas-mas fotokopian. Tapi ya itu, dasar hati...

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Yesterday, something happened to me. Something so little yet it slaps me mentally, making me realized how sinful I had became. People, the only reason why you still look me kind is only because Alloh has covered all of my sins perfectly. So perfect that it makes you think I am kind, I am good, I commit less sin than you do. Alloh...

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“Cinta itu mensucikan akal, mengenyahkan kekhawatiran, memunculkan keberanian, mendorong berpenampilan rapi, membangkitkan selera makan, menjaga akhlak mulia, membangkitkan semangat, mengenakan wewangian, memperhatikan pergaulan yang baik, serta menjaga adab dan kepribadian. Tapi cinta juga merupakan ujian bagi orang-orang yang shaleh dan cobaan bagi ahli ibadah." — Kutipan dari kitab Taman Orang-orang Jatuh Cinta dan Memendam Rindu. Huehehee......... bukannya ngerjain skripsi eh malah nonton ginian. Ya gapapa sih, menambah...

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Beneath every strong independent woman lies a broken little girl who had to learn how to get back up and to never depend on anyone.  I am still learning how to keep that-little-girl soul inside me calm. I don't want to show it to the world. I know I haven't fully been transformed into a super strong independent woman right now. Sometimes, it feels so hard...

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Tak perlu mengingkari perang karena kami sudah tertawan di tenggorokanmu ada tulang dan di dalam diri kami ada kedukaan Nid, you can do this. you have been thru a time like this before, you passed it. you made it! and you will insya Alloh! whenever you feel sad, remember there are billions of cells in your body and all they care about is............

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Rosulullah (peace be upon him) has reported that Alloh, The Most Wise, said: “I treat my servant as how he thinks of Me”  (Hadith- Bukhari/ Muslim). “Your mind is a garden. Your thoughts are the seeds. You can grow flowers. Or you can grow weeds.” I choose to plant beautiful flowers! Feel free to share me your stories,  I will try my best...

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Alhamdulillahilladzibini'matihi tatimmus shalihaat. Walaupun dua hari belakangan gue gak benar banget hidupnya (include sampai tadi siang), Alloh masih sayang sama nida banget. Masih diberi kesempatan untuk hadir ke majelis ta'lim mingguan this afternoon.  Di saat hati udah mulai gak bener due to exceed hormones, majelis ta'lim tuh kayak oase banget deh. Nggak salah emang kalo majelis ta'lim itu juga disebut raudhatul jannah: taman-taman syurga....

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