To give something.
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Baru saja melihat foto seorang kakek-kakek yang hidupnya terlunta, menunggu belas kasihan dari orang lain untuk bertahan hidup. Di saat yang bersaman, saat ini gue lagi menulis semuanya yang ada di otak gue: reasons why Indonesia has to fund my next study. Sejujurnya, setelah melihat foto kakek-kakek itu, gue merasa bullshit banget jadi orang. Apakah benar rencana after campus gue kedepannya akan berjalan? Will I give something to human being, then?
O The Almighty God, forgive me for I have done nothing to human being.
A secret I almost tell to none (now you know):
I regret applying mahasiswa berprestasi competiton in my college. That second place achievement is killing me because I have done nothing, I have give nothing, I have contribute nothing. I deserve no spotlight at all, actually.
But then.. this is me. I always overthink to solve every problems in this whole world, but I do so little. My friend was right, I had to stop overthinking everything and started doing one thing I love to make this world a better place.
For me, it is teaching.
I don't know who, where, and how I am going to teach. But, I will always do til my last breath insya Allah.
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