May Allah strengthen this weak heart and body. May these sleepless nights will be paid off. May these dark eyes' bags will stand for me in the judgment day. May this omg-i-am-so-dying feeling will still be beaten by i-will-not-give-up determination. Dear a lady who is now sick again and about to collapse, please remember... When you are about to give up, remember  your...

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Dear you, If you're currently dwelling over yourself or being hit by negative vibes or feeling not happy or bored, you can read these screenshoots of me and my friend in crime. I wish you can laugh or smile! Yes, i love to see your smile! People do love it, too! :)   We don't meet people by accident. They cross our path...

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It's so heart warming to see pictures of muslimin doing hajj. O Allah, let me and my family do hajj. Let us visit baitulloh. I just can't resist to cry when it comes about baitullah. 3 years ago, I found islam and I often cried so heavy... shaking my shoulder so hard, asking Allah to strengthen my heart because I wanted to be...

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Bismillah. Dear Universe, Barusan buka twitter dan baru sadar ternyata malam ini Bon Jovi sedang mengadakan konser di Jakarta. Well, dulu aku suka banget loh sama Bon Jovi. Dan gak pernah nyangka, saat Bon Jovi kesini, khoirunnida lagi ada di tempat tinggal dimana gak boleh ada musik sama sekali. Masya Alloh............ So happy! Semoga bisa terus jauuuh dari musik :'D Pokoknya kalo punya...

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Bismillah. Dear Universe, Alhamdulillah, bersyukur pada Alloh atas nikmat iman dan islam. Aku mau cerita tentang kegiatan asramaku. Lebih tepatnya Tahfizh Smart batch 4 di Indonesian Qur'an Foundation. Santriwati-nya ada 30 orang, 3 musyrifah (Ustadzah Tia, Ustadzah Ummi dan Ustadzah Neneng. Semuanya lululsa LTIQ Asy-Syifa Subang), dan 4 supervisor (Isa, Deli, Ka Pipit, Ka Asma). Kalo santri-nya gak tau ada berapa, ngeliat aja...

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Dear universe, Today aku bahagiaa seperti biasa, alhamdulillah. Tetap happy inside walaupun my face looks like a zombie outside. So many my friends in these 2 days ask me: Nid, muka lo kok capek banget, ya? Iya... gak tau juga yah kenapa. Mungkin masih menyesuaikan ritme hidup ala ala anak pesantren yang tidur jam 2 pagi karena nugas, bangun jam setengah 4 terus...

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Bismillaah. Dengan menyebut nama Alloh, Tuhan semesta alam, Ini merupakan malam kedua khoirunnida berada di asrama. Semakin mantap, insya Allah. Saat Saya menulis post ini, ada teman-teman yang tetap terjaga mengejar target harian yang belum tercapai, ada juga yang sudah tidur, mengerjakan tugas kuliah. Sementara Saya, karena sudah bosan dengan tugas kuliah, blogging dulu sebentar. Saat ini, khoirun kembali sadar. Bahwa Saya bukanlah...

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Dear universe, Malam ini merupakan malam pertama khoirunnida tinggal di asrama. Rasanya gimana yah.... campur aduk. Deg-degan takut nggak ada improvement, kaget, excited, sedih, dan sebagainya. Tadi ada pengajian yang temanya tentang kenapa ikut asrama ini gitu, deh. Jujur, tadi berasa ditabok. Kenapa ya khoirunnida ikut program ini? Supaya apa? Supaya punya suami yang kayak gini juga? Supaya ada titel-nya nanti? Ingin dilihat...

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Dear Universe, Remember about biji cengke? Yap, the swag name of house where I live with my college friends. Well, tonight I just got my "farewell party" with my housemates. We had it because I am about to move to an islamic dorm. It's actually still at Depok, near with biji cengke. But still, it's kinda sad. You know, Eventho I've lived with...

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