Today was crazy enough with the fact that I skipped my morning routine (doing laundry!) and it kinda affected my whole day, in a bad way. lesson 1: never skip laundry as it is a-mind-rejuvenating activity. Pfiuh. But, anyway, there's always a thing to love even in a bad day: how lovely my hair is. Idk if it's just because I spent money to buy new things or it's really because the new products are great (belanja mure kok under 100K #pembelaan). literally cant stop touching ma hair. lol #selfpraise.  will talk about the products in different post later.

oh ya anotherthing is,
i have to admit that as a muslim woman, i am still a human. i have day(s) when i feel like i really dislike hijab and got no motivation left to wear it except because it is an obligation from God I must do. kayak pingin gak keluar rumah gitu seharian saking malesnya gw pake kudungan huhu sedih bgt. tapi gw yakin siy most hijabi pasti pernah bgt ngerasain begini. lagian, wajar kok soalnya yaa things that are wrong emang lebih menyenangkan wkwkwk. #kehidupandunia 

nah biasanya kalo udah memasuki hari-hari dimana hati gue jadi sempit gini pasti emang kurang ibadah neh (#menangisilaporanGTR). gitu aja si. semoga cepet sadar lagi ya loe orang, nid.

anw, got nothing to do so here I decide to answer random questions (again).


1. What’s your favorite candle scent?
strawberry. i love this scent for everything.

2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister?


3. What male celebrity do you wish was your brother?



James franco for sure! I kya-kya him since the very first time I watched Tristan and Isolde.. before Spiderman happened. 

nikahi akuuu...

4. How old do you think you’ll be when you get married?
25. #AMEN.

5. Do you know a hoarder?
no.

6. Can you do a split?
yes.

7. How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?
when i was in 3rd class of elementary school. kinda late gak sih ha ha. and i was taught by my friend.

8. How many oceans have you swam in?
never. tapi kalo yg ala-ala about 3 kali ya: tanjung lesung, pulau seribu (lupa yang mana), bali (lupa di mana).

9. How many countries have you been to?
outside indonesia: two (Thailand and Spore)

10. Is anyone in your family in the army?
yes, my uncle.

11. What would you name your daughter if you had one?
Ayesha/Khadijah

12. What would you name your son if you had one?
Umar Al-Faruq / Khalid ibn Walid (ceritanya biar manly abiz dan berani melawan kejahatan gitu hazek)

13. What’s the worst grade you got on a test?
19 for statistics. literally 19.

14. What was your favorite TV show when you were a child?
teletubbies.

15. What did you dress up as on Halloween when you were eight?
never joined any.

16. Have you read any of the Harry Potter, Hunger Games or Twilight series?
nope. no interest in such books at all.

17. Would you rather have an American accent or a British accent?
british, definitely.

18. Did your mother go to college?
yes, she just got her master degree. proud of her.

19. Are your grandparents still married?
from my mom's side, no. from my dad's side, my grandfather passed away when my dad was in high school so i never seen him. May Allah grant them all paradise.

20. Have you ever taken karate lessons?
embarrassingly, yes.

21. Do you know who Kermit the frog is?
of course.

22. What’s the first amusement park you’ve been to?
dunia fantasi.

23. What language, besides your native language, would you like to be fluent in?
arabic!! and italiano :')

24. Do you spell the color as grey or gray?
gray

25. Is your father bald? 
no

26. Do you know triplets?
no.

27. Do you prefer Titanic or The Notebook?
titanic. definitely titanic. a life-time movie.

28. Have you ever had Indian food?
i think so.

29. What’s the name of your favorite restaurant?
tbh, Seafood 212 at Kelapa Gading. The crabs are so PERFECT.

30. Have you ever been to Olive Garden?
no. saya mah apa atuch.

31. Do you belong to any warehouse stores (Costco, BJ’s, etc.)?
anak ITC dan tenabang gue mah.

32. What would your parents have named you if you were the opposite gender?
surprisingly we both have interest on the same name: Umar Al-Faruq!

33. If you have a nickname, what is it?
love. "hi love, lagi dimana" #bodoamatnid

34. Who’s your favorite person in the world?
my mom

35. Would you rather live in a rural area or in the suburbs?
suburbs actually

36. Can you whistle?
no :'(

37. Do you sleep with a nightlight?
i can sleep in any situation LOL. #sleepyhead

38. Do you eat breakfast every morning?
no. in fact, i dislike it.

39. Do you take any pills or medication daily?
right now, no.

40. What medical conditions do you have?
maag kali ya.

41. How many times have you been to the hospital?
just once, and it was so bad.

42. Have you ever seen Finding Nemo?
yes.

43. Where do you buy your jeans?
mostly in Matahari.

44. What’s the last compliment you got?
"you're so lucky to be able to work in campus such Universitas Indonesia. may you be  a lecture there someday", said ibu tuna netra yang pijit gue minggu lalu.
there, i feel like crying. kinda increase my inner peace, loh.

45. Do you usually remember your dreams in the morning?
yes :"")

46. What flavor tea do you enjoy?
sweet.

47. How many pairs of shoes do you currently own?
i think more than 10 pairs.

48. What religion will you raise your children to practice?
islam. of course.

49. How old were you when you found out that Santa wasn’t real?
never thought it was real since i was born as muslim.

50. Why do you have a blog?
because i love to share my stories. and i don't feel like i have anyone who wants to hear me blabbering everyday. yes, i got friends but i also realize they have their life so i don't want to annoy them. besides, i do think most people found me annoying for talking a lot. lol. #insecure